Sitting here next to my P90X DVD set. Of course next to that is the equipment that I need to do the required exercises. I can hear them taunting me. I kinda sucks but I understand that if I stick to it I will get stronger and better equipped to do the routine. Unfortunately I hear the negative more than the positive which only causes me not to want to do it. I know that my "milkdud" "porkchop" body fights me every second of everyday. It is really hard when there isn't instant results. I know I know that in time I will see it. The truth is I have seen it. I have noticed a few changes. However in my selfishness I want someone else see it. It is such a different feeling when someone else sees things changing for the better. It is just in my nature that when I hear anything positive changes my motivation.
Kinda the way I feel about my "spiritual" walk. Most of the time I feel like I am totally blowing it. However there are moments when I get a "atta boy"!! I know that my "spiritual" and "physical" life is closely related. When I feel empowered like I just did a killer workout or when I help a friend through a storm. I just feel like I am unstoppable!! Then there are workouts that just kick my anus-cabanus and i feel so flippin weak. I hate being a puss!! So the only way not to be a puss is to keep pushing play and stay in the shadow of Jesus. So here I go!! They are calling me see ya!!!
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