So here it is. I am done!! I just gotta pick myself up. Put my feet on the floor and stand up! My heart might be broken but I am still called by God. My wife and our 3 boys are my biggest mission field. I am called to be a husband and father. Thank You Jesus for loving me.
I don't know if this helps, but I really feel like God didn't say no, but said not yet. He's doing something fantastic and wants you present for it. You already are who He wants you to be, and He's only going to continue to refine that until you also see it. It's so much easier to come into agreement with His purposes when we have a better understanding of what those are for that season of life, kwim?
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